Special Notes

A Special Message

Hello love! Happy anniversary. I am writing this just to make you feel special and make you really know who and what you are to me. I guess I should be writing this in Hindi because I want you to feel all of it. I mean I want you to really get the essence of whatever is written below. So, let’s get started. Ishu, baby tum meri duniya ho. Abhi subeh ke 3:50 baj rhe h aur mai tumhe bohot zyaada miss kar rha hu. Tum so rhi ho isliy tumhe jgaana nahi chahta. Qki sote hue meri baby aur b

Nick

Nick

10 Jun 2016 4 min read
A Special Message

Hello love!

TODO

Happy anniversary. I am writing this just to make you feel special and make you really know who and what you are to me.

I guess I should be writing this in Hindi because I want you to feel all of it. I mean I want you to really get the essence of whatever is written below.

So, let’s get started.

Ishu, baby tum meri duniya ho. Abhi subeh ke 3:50 baj rhe h aur mai tumhe bohot zyaada miss kar rha hu. Tum so rhi ho isliy tumhe jgaana nahi chahta.

Qki sote hue meri baby aur bhi cute lagti hogi. Kaash mai tumhe sote hue dekh paata. Kaash tum abhi mere paas meri baahon me hoti. Bohot zyaada miss kar rha hu yaar tumhe abhi.

Ye message likhne ke mere 2 aims the. Ek, ki jab hmaari shaadi ho jayegi na tab apan saath baith kar ke isko padhenge. Kitte maje aayenge na. Second, Mai tumhe special feel krana chahta tha. Aaj tumhara din hai. Aur mere dimaag me iske alawa aur kuch nahi aaya.

Mai aaj sab kuch likhne wala hu. Jo bhi mai tumhaare baare me feel karta hu. Jo bhi tum me mai sabse zyaada like krta hu. And jo bhi hate karta hu.

Yaar bohot ajeeb sa lag rha hai hindi me likhte hue. Kahi kuch galat likh du to maaf krna ?

Bachha tum meri duniya ho. Mera sab kuch ho. Mere liye bohot special ho. Mai tumhe kabhi khona nahi chahta.

Aur mai tumhe kabhi bhi dump nahi karunga. Never ever.

Shaayd mai jo likhu tumhe bura lage ya kya pta achha lge. But baby jo bhi likhunga sach likhunga.

Pta nahi yaar kya hai tum me aisa. Tum hasi ho to hasne ka man karta hai, tum khush rehti ho to mai bhi khush rehta hu. Tum sahi feel nahi krti to mujhe bhi kaafi ajeeb sa feel hota hai.

Tum roti ho to mera bhi rone ka man hota hai. Hmesha tumhaari yaad aate rehti hai. Ab socho raat ke 4 bje uth kr ke aise kaam kon karta hai ?. Baat krte ghante ho jaate hai but aisa lagta hai ki abhi to sirf 5 min hue hai. Yaar tumhaare saath spend kiya hua time jo hota hai na. Uska pata hi nahi lagta. Apne aap itna saara pyaar aata hai tumhaare upar. Tum perfect ho yaar. Bohot mast ho.

Tumhaare saath aisa feel hota hai ki ye feeling kabhi tumhaare alawa kisi or k liy nahi aayegi. Kisi or ldki ki trf dekhne ka man bhi nahi karta. Tumse baat karta hu to aisa lagta hai ki bas wo time kabhi khatm hi na ho. Hmesha yu hi chalta rahe. Aisa man karta hai ki tumse saari baatein share karu. Aisa lagta hai jaise tum meri koi best friend ho jise apni har baat btau. Achhi ho ya buri. Qki mujhe ye lagta hai ki tum mera saath dogi. Chahe mai sahi karu ya galat.

Tum jab pyaar karti ho to aisa lagta hai ki duniya ki sabse pyaari girlfriend ho. Daatti ho ya gussa hoti ho to aisa lagta hai jaise ki tum meri wife ho. Yaar kitna bhi likh lu bas ye samajh lo ki tum best ho yaar. Koi flaws nahi hai tumhaare me.

Ab thodi si angrezi ho jaaye. Meri feelings english me hi aati hai.

All it took was just a single look and I was hooked on to you. Whenever i see your cute dimple studded smile I feel like I am on the top of the world as if I have experienced heaven for a while. Your eyes. I love them so much. Such a lethal weapon they are. You can literally kill me with those eyes. Your beauty, Your glam, Your simple-ish style. It makes me go all crazzy. Even if it is 50˚C outside your presence drops down the temperature. I am gonna love you till my end. You know why? Because you are my only future.

You are my sexy, my loving, my caring stupid-ish, my everything. I can’t live without talking to you even for a single day. You are my Oxygen. I can’t even imagine my life without me. You are my world baby. Love you loads.

Now back to apni matribhasha, Hindi. ?

Yaar sach bolu na to mujhe apni poori life me tumhaari jaisa partner nahi mil sakta. Shaayd pichle janam me koi achhe kaam kiye honge. Tab jaake tum mujhe mili ho. Ye sab kuch mai dil se feel kar rha hu babu. I love u so much. Sachhi me tum meri life ho, meri jaan ho.

Tumhe pyaar karne se mujhe pata lga ki ye duniya kitni sundar hai yaar. Agar hum saath ho to hum dono ke liye ye duniya jannat jaisi hogi. Yaar mujhe to jeena bhi nahi aata tha achhe se, tumne mujhe achhe se jeena sikhaya. Yaar tum phool ki trh ho. Kabhi hurt nahi karunga tumko. Tumhaari aakhon me apni poori life dekh skta hu. Mera present, hamara future soch ke dekho kitta achha hoga na. Jab hum hmesha ek doosre ke saath rhenge. Jee jaan se pyaar krenge. Ek doosre ke liye sabse lad lenge. Mai tumhe keval apne dil se nahi balki apne antr aatma(soul) se pyaar krta hu. Agar koi reason pooche ki mai tumse itna pytaar q krta hu to mai sirf itta kahunga ki tumhaare saath mujhe bohot achha feel hota hai. Aisa jaisa ki kisi or ke saath kabhi bhi feel nahi ho sakta. Aur tum jo krti ho dil se karti ho.

Please hmesha mere saath rehna. Kabhi akela mat chhorna yaar. Wrna sach me ek trike se mar hi jaunga mai.

Ab kuch aisi chhezein jo mujhe tum me bilkul achhi nahi lagti thi, jinse bohot hurt hua tha. But ab kl ke baad tum change ho gayi ho :-

  • Pehle tum meri care nahi karti thi.
  • Kabhi bhi ldaai ho to aise chhor k chali jaati thi jaise ki tumhe koi mtlb hi nahi ho.
  • Mai baat karne k liy marta hu aur tum achhe se baat tk nhi kr paati thi.
  • Kabhi care nahi karti thi
  • Kabhi special feel kraane ke liye kuch bhi nahi kraa
  • Mai jo baatein bolta hu wo maanti nahi.

But ab tum kaafi change ho gayi ho. Ab care karti ho. Pyaar se baat karti ho. Apni har baat btati ho mujhe. Bachha hamesha aisi hi rehna. I love you so much. Yaar ek last baat aur, Mai chahta hu tum har baat btao mujhe, chhoti se chhoti, chahe wo mere se related ho ya nhi. Ye matter nahi krta.

Ab 5:13 AM ho gaye hai. Sone jaa rha hu. Ummed hai ki tumhe ye padh ke achha lgega and subeh subeh special feel krogi.

Love u always.

– Nick