10th June

Hello Diary,

Good morning (11th June – 1:17 AM).

I didn’t get any time during the day hours so thought of completing my entry at this hour. When the rest of the world is sleeping.

I had slept at somewhat around 5:31 AM and had asked my girl to give me a wake up call cum good morning call. Well, because till then, I had the plan to sleep in my mind. Which I didn’t follow at all.

So, I went up to sleep late in the morning when I was finished with my work. What was I working on? Well we completed 1 months of our relationship. That is quite a milestone. Isn’t it? Yeah, it is. We had many up and downs, many fights but, at the end of the day we both loved each other madly. So, we are together.

I woke up around 11:10 AM as i thought i heard some sound coming from my iPhone. I was surprised to see so many notifications. Well there were at least 20 of them. Most of them were useless except a few from my Dad.

He was saying that I don’t love him and all stuffs. The reason why he was thinking that was that he gave me a single call in the morning and I didn’t pick it up then. Reason? Well, I was sleeping. This made me feel so awkward. I can’t ever bear a single word against him. While he thinks that I don’t care. Well, that’s the problem daddy, I love you. Very much. But that doesn’t mean that I should roam with a board saying, “I love my DAD.” I you care for someone you don’t have to prove yourself to the world. It is all a king of understanding between two individuals.

Disturbed by this, I scrolled down. Then there it was. Calls from my girl. 6 of them in total. It made me feel so guilty. Reason was that she woke up for me, in order to call me. And I was busy in sleeping. I called her back at that very moment.

Meanwhile she had read the special message that I wrote for her on this very website. That article can be found here.

She was feeling so special, loving and caring. Exactly how and what I wanted her to feel.

We talked for some 35-40 minutes and then I decided it was time when I should go and get ready. Talking with her put all my frustration to the curb. See, you a such a special little angel. Love you.

Then I got up, brushed up my teeth and got ready. When I came back I saw a missed call from Nimisha. I ignored.

A few moments later a call came back from her mom. She was asking me to pay a visit to her house. But frankly, I don’t like the girl or, you can say that I don’t like her attitude. The way she bitches about someone behind his/her back.

Yet, I told her that I will be at her place by evening. I was feeling lonely so i messaged my love about it.

She came online in a few moments. In the meantime Payal called me and was teasing me in all the ways that she could regarding Yukti. She was like now we are less important to you. You have found someone so special.

I tried to make her understand in the best way possible. Then, before disconnecting the call I just asked her to take care of herself to which she said, “Oh! Now you are acting like a big brother”.

After some time I was passing my time by watching The Vampire Diaries. Just then Raj came to me and said that he is feeling hungry. To which I handed him the wallet and asked him to bring whatever he liked. So nice of him that he took out only 50 rupees and went to the neighborhood shop and got some Pohas. Not baked ones obviously.

After coming back he asked me to cook them. I had never ever cooked that stuff before but I decided to gibe it a try. So, first of all I thought of asking Yukti about the recipe then it came to my mind that she would have never ever cooked this stuff. So, I asked Pooja instead. She told me everything that I needed to know and I finally broke the ice.

While I was busy with this stuff Raj was busy talking to Anushree. Not a big deal. But the big deal is I didn’t know the whereabouts of various stuffs in the kitchen. He didn’t even bother to tell me. That pissed me off. After a lot of cussing he finally came and told me about the same.

Somehow I managed to cook that and that too in a very good shape. When I took the first bite of it I couldn’t believe that it was the fruit of my labor. All the time while I was cooking I kept talking to my girl. Whenever I went offline she asked the reason in a suspicious manner. She still feels insecure. Baby, I’m not gonna leave you, ever.

After that in the evening I was having a lovely cute conversation with her. She has this habit of crying when she is so into the emotions. Now I believe that she is so damn serious about me and she will never leave me. Whenever she starts crying while talking to me the inside of me feels like rushing to her. Cuddle her in my arms and plant such a lovely kiss on her lips and say, “Baby, I’m all yours. I will never drift apart from you.”

But as fate would have it, We haven’t seen each other yet! Both of us are literally dying to see, hug & kiss each other. But worry not, this day is not much far away. While I was talking to her I heard a complete new voice trying to wake me up. It sounded somewhat like the voice of my BFF Ajay.

I thought this is impossible. He will never give such a surprise to me. He even doesn’t know my whereabouts.

I turned to see that it was Rahul. My friend. He is a nice guy.

I met him after so many days so, I asked for permission from my love and disconnected her call. Promised to call her back ASAP.

After 15-20 minutes I called her back. Had a nice little talk. Then her brother, the disturbing element, Harshit started bugging her. As it could do some harm to my angel I asked her to disconnect the call, Save my contact by the name of some girl and also send me some new pic of hers. She was like I never get clicked perfectly. I was like angel you re perfect in any way you are. I love you. Not your body but you inner soul. This would have made her happy for sure.

After some time when she finally sent me her pic, trust me, It was so damn beautiful. I have no words for that. She was indeed looking as an angel. ??????

I wanted to kiss her right away. She was wearing black colored top. Black is my favorite. So that added up to her beauty. And trust me, I literally kissed her picture on my phone’s screen. Love you my sweet lil’ baby.

So, this is how the evening passed by.

Night came.

I was sitting in the room beside my room. With the new born baby of Di. I have a liking for kids and vice-versa. I was thinking of my future life Ishu. How one day we will also have such nice, lovely kids. But as my luck would have it, Her Internet plan decided to bail out on her. So, no talking ?

That’s all for today. More is about to come on the next day. Till then.

Goodnight Ishu, Daddy & Diary. (It’s 3:33 AM and I’m gonna sleep now ??)

Sayonara.

– Nick